leenfie

I take a glance in the mirror Who's got their eyes on me? Their hands around my throat In the light I feel inferior It's in the darkness when I see A lifestyle I wouldn't promote I look around the shaking room My hands are lead and sweaty This headache breaks my view My own skin feels like a tomb Existence that's so damn petty Blood stuck to me like glue Empty packages trail from my bed All the way to what I think is Hell It's getting darker than I can stand When has my vision turned red? Bruises I cannot explain so well Nothing goes quite as I planned Swearing quietly in my hideout My body could be stolen from me I don't give a damn any longer To me there is no other way out Something tells me no one is free Once my desire grows stronger I take another glance at myself Shattered glass falling like rain The poison I say can take me away I start to think it's not my own health It's not only about my path of pain I'm poisoning everyone on the way